Kitsune!

Long time no see man, how ya been?

KITTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

<3

heyyyyyyy been awhile comrade

YO BOB! hit me up with that sign son!

DR BOB!

Better, i'm on meds now, so I'm feeling good

YUS! I guess I must be more crazy now huh? xD But to be serious, I found out I was actually really ill, but once I got my medication all in check, I'm fine now.

I LOVE YOU BOB!!!! I'm gonna drive over to you one of these days and visit you once I get some extra money <3

Very good to hear!

Bla125 wrote:I LOVE YOU BOB!!!! I'm gonna drive over to you one of these days and visit you once I get some extra money <3

I find this partially terrifying for some reason xD

You should. If I head your way again this summer I'll make sure not to bring him.

Wut da heawh?

Nice to see you back round these parts man.

Oh Christ, I've been telling people you died.

That's hilarious. Did people actually think I did die?

There were some suspicions. Jesus man, where the hell have you been?

Duck wrote:There were some suspicions. Jesus man, where the hell have you been?

Well, that's a really long story, actually; I might tell about things that have happened another day. For the most part, I ended up extremely ill, had some family problems for a while, but everything's going a lot better now

Well im just we got another long time member back

Frostbyrn wrote:Not just died I thought you might have committed suicide man

Well, to be honest, I tried in August of 2011. I didn't want to upset anybody, but it's been so long since it happened, I'm comfortable talking about it now. I was hospitalized for 11 days.

was that when you stopped posting?

I don't remember, I started getting really down towards the end of 2010, and I kind of just got really disconnected from things and resentful about a lot of things, and it all kind of built up until the day I tried.

11 days. musta been some serious shit.

Well, I never got around to actually pulling the trigger. I was just going to use a .22, because I felt about leaving a mess ( as morbid as that sounds). I waited for my sister to turn up her music, before I slid the magazine into the gun, but I don't know, but she heard the magazine, and ended up stopping me, and calling my mom, who called the police. It was pretty crazy, come to think of it. It turned out I my depression I've lived with my entire life ended up getting extremely serious, and they found out I had personality disorders as well, so the put me on medications and I feel much better now.

Lol, she's a bit of a brat, but she has a good heart.

I love your sister and you Bob. And if you killed yourself I would have too probably.

Well, you shouldn't if something like that ever happened Bla, some people are just sick at times, and sometimes they don't make it. Fortunately, I did, and it should be a long time (if ever) before something like that happens again.

Wel I'm really glad to hear your doing better. You always seemed to be a really smart kid, its just you had some distorted negative vision of yourself.

Also, just nice to see some old familiar faces on here.

glad you have a smart sister

glad to hear your ok man

hey