Went back to my doctor today and he was pretty shocked that I still have to wear a sling daily to cope with the pain.
As according to him I still should barely need the sling almost 4 and a half months after the injury. So he highly recommended an arothiscropic surgery or something.
But he wants to give me another month of physical therapy, and see how well that helps.
I mean I kinda had to convince him to that, as I showed him I can move my arm slightly more now, just with constant pain.
But I agreed that if the pt doesnt work I will take him up on the surgery. Which is...honestly very upsetting for me.
I've kinda had a really bad day since finding out. Now everything else is going to have to wait longer.
Like I have been turned down from several jobs, even ones with virtually no physical labor required because I am seen as a liability.
I am no longer able to attend that obstacle coursse I signed up and paid for MONTHS ago.
And other stuff.
God this year has sucked horribly. Im just tired of everything to be honest. And each day I am finding it harder and harder to keep going.
Just running out of strength so to speak.
Tired of going through all this alone.
As according to him I still should barely need the sling almost 4 and a half months after the injury. So he highly recommended an arothiscropic surgery or something.
But he wants to give me another month of physical therapy, and see how well that helps.
I mean I kinda had to convince him to that, as I showed him I can move my arm slightly more now, just with constant pain.
But I agreed that if the pt doesnt work I will take him up on the surgery. Which is...honestly very upsetting for me.
I've kinda had a really bad day since finding out. Now everything else is going to have to wait longer.
Like I have been turned down from several jobs, even ones with virtually no physical labor required because I am seen as a liability.
I am no longer able to attend that obstacle coursse I signed up and paid for MONTHS ago.
And other stuff.
God this year has sucked horribly. Im just tired of everything to be honest. And each day I am finding it harder and harder to keep going.
Just running out of strength so to speak.
Tired of going through all this alone.