Make my team lose repeatedly, with shit fucking scores like 26-10, 18-3, 20-3, 30-2, 10-1, 5-1, 32-6. If I had just put forth a little bit more effort, and actually got some shit done, maybe I wouldn't lose so fucking much. It's really starting to get to me; I never can win, NEVER. No matter how fucking hard I try, and if I do win, it's once in every 10 games. I end up dragging my team down. 26-10...there's no excuse to even have a score like that in TDM, no wonder I can't get anything done on games. Doesn't matter if it's CoD4 or BC2, it's the same shit every day. I try to get on and have fun, but I can't have fun, losing, and knowing it's my own God damn fault, because my teammates are better than me, but they don't even try. Whenever I try, I still can't even put up good scores like 99% of LIVE can when they do try. Just go watch some montages or gameplay.
/rage
/rage