Your logic is flawed. You can't constantly improve your score in a multiplayer game because there are too many variables outside of your control. Having a 60-2 game makes you GODLIKE. That's it, you're done. Let. It. Go.
I mean, yeah, I prefer to do well. I feel a little disappointed if I'm not getting the ace pin with a 2.0+ K/D, but that's ok if I'm having fun. A lot of times when I play with people from here, I don't always score as high as I could, because I'll play support, watch the flanking paths, or whatever. Nobody but you is sitting there with a magnifying glass watching your every stat. Nobody but you cares. Everybody here likes playing with you, and beating yourself up over some numbers that are meaningless is frankly, unhealthy. It's irrelevant.
Furthermore, why do you feel the need to impress anyone? Fuck the world.
I mean, yeah, I prefer to do well. I feel a little disappointed if I'm not getting the ace pin with a 2.0+ K/D, but that's ok if I'm having fun. A lot of times when I play with people from here, I don't always score as high as I could, because I'll play support, watch the flanking paths, or whatever. Nobody but you is sitting there with a magnifying glass watching your every stat. Nobody but you cares. Everybody here likes playing with you, and beating yourself up over some numbers that are meaningless is frankly, unhealthy. It's irrelevant.
Furthermore, why do you feel the need to impress anyone? Fuck the world.